change of job...

looks like i have been neglecting the blog for quite some time; life was, well, not that busy, but after spending a whole day at work in front of the computer, one tends to try his best to avoid the computer at night. also, not to mention, there are no pretty pics of me visiting some exotic locations and sorts, so any blogging will be concentrated on complaining about work.

well, my life is undergoing some change now. had taken the plunge to resign from a comfortable job and the certainty of drawing a fixed regular monthly salary. perhaps my previous director was right to say that i had made a hasty decision without weighing the pros and cons - that i should have considered more factors before quitting mof and going in the financial advisory line. i am not complaining, but i certainly had a "preview" of what life will throw at me. met up with some ex-mof colleagues and i was trying to introduce them to some promotions of my new company, but i definitely wasn't expecting such cold reception. =(

sometimes when i looked back at some of my decisions made throughout the past 3 years, there are times when i wondered whether i had taken the wrong step. things would have been so different if i had stayed on the more conventional path - staying in ntu to do my studies (i would still be a student); sticking to my first choice when it came to choosing between singapore prisons and the mof job (i would still be a trainee officer); sticking to mof and hoping that things will turn out better in the next posting after 2 years (i would have gottan my bonus next month and in the process not have to worry about what lies ahead of me).

how will things turn out for me over the next couple of months? with anxiety and uncertainty creeping in every single passing, i will just have to continue to hold my breath and hope for the best!