homesick....

been making so many phone calls over the last 2 days that i need to purchase additional credits from skype...

everyone of us will tend to have our favorite cousin, uncle or aunt... been away from singapore for almost 5months... though it may not be that long, somehow i feel that that the impact of loneliness is the strongest during certain times of the year, be it your birthday, or some festival seasons... for me, lunar new year is certainly the season-of-loneliness for me... hahahaha...

i miss that reunion dinner (not the food, but its that atmosphere... okok, food is important too...)

i miss that annual everyone-let's-gather-at-granny's-place for a couple of days... during that time, all the uncles (older generation) will be having their mahjong session, whereas the younger generation will be in the room playing their computer game... usually its one-play-while-everyone-else-watches...hahahaha... seems like this never change... during my younger days, it worked the same way too.... as for us, the middle generation, we will be doing our annual catch-up regarding one another's life over the last one year... and of course, the social gambling...

i miss the lets-dress-nicely part too...

hmmm... i just miss everything about lunar new year... and when i called back, everyone at home seems, or rather sounds, so chirpy and excited... argh... i miss that too....

as for my friends, of course i didnt miss out on them too... well, i didnt manage to get everyone from the good-friends-list... but i did get most of the girls... hahahahah.... i seem to click better with the girls rather than the guys... maybe its just my nosy and gossipy nature... xueli (since 1991... all those trading of idol cards... thats the foundation of our friendship...), bee (hahahah... my rumoured girlfriend from uni), kit ah kit (one who always bully me, wonder why i didnt know her earlier....otherwise i will have more fun in my uni days) and lastly liting (always there to chat about everything... dont really hang out a lot with us, but makes a really good makan kaki... hahahaha)

and this makes me wonder how am i going to survive another lunar new year without coming back to singapore...?? likelihood is that i wont be coming back for next year's new year too... unless the new year is really early in january, which never seems to happen...

and the fact that i am mugging for my exams does not help... hahahah....

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argh.... i just dont know what to write anymore.... homesick.... ahhahahahaha....

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