madhavi (former boss): "there will be a certain period of anxious waiting, how everything will work out fine..." she was referring to the waiting period before going abroad for studies...

fears and uncertanities are creeping in... why are there still no news of my study visa?? why are there no replies from university of aveiro?? accommodation how?? my flight to bangkok and subsequently portugal how??

waiting.... waiting.... waiting.... how and what else can i do?? it's a tough period for me...